For the past day or two, I feel like I’ve been in a state of temporal flux, that is not sure whether I’m here or there or anywhere really.
My face is burnt (from the sun) and as a result I’m now feeling tired while my skin feels dehydrated and malnourished and is practically begging me for attention to sink it in a splash of water every ten minutes or so.
When I eat, my stomach feels full but I get hunger pains and my mouth waters as if it’s had nothing at all for the past day.
I’m beginning to sink a bit lower because jobs never send responses back and while I’m doing some work for Bowie, it’s not as if that’s a whole lot and I want something more to do in my time rather than make animations and film ideas that no one will comment on, let alone watch or whatnot.
Flux is where I am.